jerk
have you ever experienced feeling nothing but hatred towads someone? especially if that someone happens to be your friend whom you trust so much and share some really good times with.
friend! my ass! right now, i don’t even wanna see his face. he’s such a jerk who doesn’t deserve my friendship.
JERK! JERK! JERK!
he’s not what i thought he is. he’s a fucking liar!
i hate myself for stupidly believing his lies.
i wish i could hit him REAL HARD on the face to let him feel all the anger i have for him and for myself.
i wish guys like him would just rot in hell!
i wish girls would stop falling for jerks like him and love them in all their jerky splendor!
and you know what the hell is worse than this pure hatred that i feel?
it’s knowing that he has practically no idea how big of a jerk he is and how much i’m hurting because of him. ’cause letting him know is the mother all of pathetics!